SKЯ3WBALLED: Alone

Monday 4 April 2022

Alone again, with blood sweat stains,

That drug inside, makes me happy to abide.

I'm swimming in debt, def a bad bet,

Deep red vein pool, drunk as a fool.

Rolling in sweat, cluck aint over yet,

I want to be free, n happy to be me.

Smiling with lies, dry tears in my eyes,

Feeling the pain, I'm in that dark hole again.

People are around, I can hear their sounds,

But they're happy to be, happy without me.

I lie in my bed, sometimes wish I was dead,

But time it would take, this life is a fake.

So I fake that smile, it comes easy in a while,

Time spend lying, but inside I'm crying.

Coz lonely as I am, friends don't come in a can,

I got nowhere to be, nothing interesting to see.

I'm lying alone, no ring from my phone,

I wish I was I was fun, I wish for some sun.

I want happy to be, with good friends around me,

But lonely I am, and alone I stand.

SKЯ3WBALLED